October 21st, 2012
Oct. 21st, 2012 04:46 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sweetlittleorphanI am in trouble.
Danny, dear Danny, dead Danny, why couldn't he see me? Why can't he love me? Everything I did here, everyone I hurt, I did it for him. He should love me, why doesn't he love me?! I lost my temper, I know I did and now....
There's still hope. If I can lure Steven out into the woods, somehow, maybe I can pin this on him. Danny didn't tell people what happened, he dosen't even know, really, but people couldn't have missed my getting hurt the same day Steve moved out. Maybe that's what I can do.
I leave Danny at the campsite. It's hard to leave him, I didn't want to kill him, I really didn't, but... accidents happen. That's what I need to remember accidents happen.
With the knife still in my hand, I head out into the forest in what I hope is the direction of civilization. I need to find someone to pin this on or I'm ruined.
I am not going to end like this. I am not.
Danny, dear Danny, dead Danny, why couldn't he see me? Why can't he love me? Everything I did here, everyone I hurt, I did it for him. He should love me, why doesn't he love me?! I lost my temper, I know I did and now....
There's still hope. If I can lure Steven out into the woods, somehow, maybe I can pin this on him. Danny didn't tell people what happened, he dosen't even know, really, but people couldn't have missed my getting hurt the same day Steve moved out. Maybe that's what I can do.
I leave Danny at the campsite. It's hard to leave him, I didn't want to kill him, I really didn't, but... accidents happen. That's what I need to remember accidents happen.
With the knife still in my hand, I head out into the forest in what I hope is the direction of civilization. I need to find someone to pin this on or I'm ruined.
I am not going to end like this. I am not.
